Monday morning blues

So last week I was pretty sick…. I had a job interview Monday morning last week and it didn’t go great tbh. I had to go to Clapham Junction for a birthday drink thing Sunday evening. Around 9 I noticed I had a bad headache and by 10 I realised I have a stinking cold. Ugh….

So I woke up Monday, I got a slight lay in which was nice but my head felt like it was full of fuzz and I couldn’t breathe and I just wanted to sleep. I dragged my ass in and I dragged my ass into work too but left after just over 2 hours. I slept lots it was nice. Then Tuesday I felt even worse but I managed to make it through the whole day! Almost anyway I left 45 minutes early.

I had a video to do on Wednesday which was ok and then on Thursday afternoon and all day Friday I got to work from home to edit the video. I won’t lie, I LOVED IT! I wish I could work at home more! Hopefully they will want more videos editing.

The weekend was alright. Matt wasn’t well Friday and Saturday so he came home early on Friday and we had Chinese omnomnom and we had a nice lunch on Saturday and went into Croydon where I got this AWESOME new purse.

So because I felt so grim last week I tried with the healthy eating thing and failed…. I did ok for like two days but when you feel that grim and you are fucking starving hungry you really do just think FUCK IT! And I had KFC, McDonalds, Chinese food, Burger King and subway the list is stupid really and that was over a week btw not in one day! So much money wasted! ALAS! Today I feel a bit crappy cause I’m so tired but today the healthy eating crap really does start today! It’s hard when I really am STARVING seriously I actually feel sick! Only half hour till I can eat my lunch! I can wait I CAN WAIT!

Another reason I want to eat healthy is too lose weight obviously but because I got a really nice jacket last weekend. Only £30 and its perfect for what I wanted. It fits ok but it could fit better and I’d like to wear it over hoodies and such like so a little more room it would be nice aha!

  

So my goal at the moment is  16lbs, it was 10lbs but I put on 6 over Christmas >.<

This time last year I found it so so easy to do this healthy eating crap and now I’m really struggling! I CAN DO IT THOUGH! I will do my goal is the summer so I have a fair amount of time until then!

Today at work is pretty dull as I don’t really have much to do, actually I don’t have anything to do except count down the minutes until lunch time! Which really can’t come soon enough!