I don't feel well

Ok so things aren’t feeling fantastic right now. Just wish me and Matt would work soo badly. I love him to pieces and I wish he still felt the same back D:

AHhh well I guess I will just wait and hope….

Anyway. Finally thought of gifts for my birthday. I’m getting Mumford and Sons tickets from my nan and this really pretty skull dress from my sister.

It’s super nice and it was in the sale online. Would appear I got the last one in my size too as they are no longer available. I thought it was really cute.!

I did meet up with Laura at the weekend. I got these amazing Penguin slippers in Primark!

 They are so cute, she picked some bits up in Primark that I liked for my birthday too so that will be cool…. I dunno what Matt is going to get me. At the moment I don’t want anything. I feel so unwell today. Seriously I feel like I am coming down with a stinking cold…. Seriously its horrible. My head and throat are killing me…. D:

The weekend was quite nice, had a very relaxing day on Sunday, just chilled out and had roast dinner with my mum and Dad…. I’m tempted to get Dominos pizza AGAIN, I eat it way TOOO MUCH. Like about 6 in the last two weeks. I’m such a pig ugh! But I feel awful and light choices ready meal just ain’t going to cut it today.

I also got this skirt yesterday, I won it on eBay and I completely forgot and I love it! Got it for like £2 or something silly like that! It’s perfect for work and pretty comfy, the waist band is a little annoying but meh….

Anyway, I am debating whether to ask to go a little early as I feel awful, but don’t know if that takes the mick! My shoulders have started hurting too now. Awwwwwwwwww I just want to go to bed and I still have to pick Matt up.

I am sooo emotionally drained…… I don’t want to do this anymore with Matt, but I do not know what to do. Maybe I should talk to someone, but at the same time I don’t want to, when I feel like this I just want to be alone and speak with no one… ever. Ugh…

I want my bed.