So I have been thinking about this whole I HATE EVERYTHING
own clothes wise conundrum. I think the problem is with wearing hoody’s and
stuff, it makes me feel quite frumpy and unattractive. I want to feel and look
more girly and pretty. I know a lot of it is to do with my lack of confidence….
But I feel nice in dresses and I would like to wear them and tights and boots
and be all wintery and stuff. I don’t want to wear hoodys and leggings all the
time anymore! Even when I go shopping with friends I feel dead frumpy and
blaaaghhh! I don’t want to feel like that anymore! At the same time I feel too
gross to be pretty in a dress :/ I just can’t win ahhhhhh…..
Still. I’m going to go shopping tonight to try and find some
cute bits and bobs to wear and I would like some new stuffs for France! I want
to feel cute and not like a porker! I want to wear nice things! Baaah
I don’t even know why this is always such an issue for me. I
found the cutest dress on Asos though, it has ducks on it and I want it :D
So I’m going to WIZZZZ home and eat lasagne and then WIZZZ
to Lakeside with Matthew and drag him dress shopping >.< I may get a
burger king…. Maybe I do quite fancy it. BUT THEN I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT! God I just
love food too much!
I am really hoping to find some nice dresses!!
I’m also super hungry now and there isn’t very much for me
to do for the next 45minutes, hence why I am writing this blog entry…..
I went to see the film ‘Dred’ last night, well that’s what I
thought it was called, and it was HURRENDOUS. It was DISGUSTING, seriously it
made me feel pretty sick…… blegh! Not ma sorta film, Matt seemed to thoroughly enjoy
it though, I spent most the time hiding under my scarf it was that nasty!
Ok so anyways theres only 25 minutes max left of work and I
am SUPER READY for the weekend bring it on!!
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